"I'm the one that's got to die when it's time for me to die, so let me live my life the way I want to." - Jimi Hendrix
because rebellion is the only thing that keeps you ALIVE.


Emily Crestfallen one two three fourEmily Crestfallen by ~phoenix138
Emily Crestfallen
sits on the shore
five six seven eight
she's not worrying
about her fate
nine ten eleven twelve
she loves to read
books from her shelf
thirteen fourteen enough said
she's still lonely
she's still sad
but waves crash
on rocks so old
and sea will not answer
it's simply too cold
Emily waits
without moves
for months and years
still nothing to lose
she can't go home
she can't be real
now she turned to stone
'cause no one feels
the way she did
but it's all over
she rests in her sleep
with all hidden secrets
she used to keep


Raining knives I don't know whyRaining knives by ~phoenix138
I always die
and I'm so afraid
when sunny days wane
and I guess that
summer will be
like one season in hell
of abandoned spirits
and I don't know why
I want to kill my friends
just sometimes
when they try
to pretend that they care
and it's like knives
falling from skies
stabbing into me
but with those scars
which no one can see
I don't know why
kindness is rewarded
with ignorance today
and there's no one to notice
that there are many words
to say, to stay sane
this is one of the saddest
things that are happening
when heart full of purity
is slowly decaying
wounded by failing
to take it from funny
